A Glimpse inside Macaela's Mind

Hey again :)

2010-08-12T23:17:00.002-06:00

Okay so i find this song sooo funny and i know i would totally forget to post it tomorrow or whenever. I find it funny because this totally happens to me all the time! It's so creepy. Really that is my only point to this post.

A word of advice, stay away from older creepy men.

Way too long!

2010-08-12T22:51:00.002-06:00

I finally have a follower! Thanks morgan.amore, you rock!! :D

It has been so long since i have posted anything! I honestly missed blogging, if i am being honest writing in my journal just didn't do aything for me since i always just ended up drawing something instead writing (even though my drawings suck!)

I don't even know what I wrote last... there was probably something about boys... I finally do not like anyone! Well at least i think i dont, I don't know I am just confused as always. Nothing is currently happening with one, probably because we have not talked in a long time.... But the other is always complimenting me and said something about being jealoous that i had a bf (who i am not broken up with). Boys are just way way way to confusing!

Well, we moved. The city i moved to is...small. 10,000 people, I start school in about three weeks and i am so scared! Other then that i have no big exciting news/stories, I'm pretty boring.

Hopefully next time i write i will have more exciting news/stories then this! =)

Oh man!

2010-05-16T21:16:00.003-06:00

I am sorry i have not posted in a long time!! Not that it really matters cause no one follows my blog! But i dont care really cause i just like writing on it lame i know!

So i guess i should start with why i have not blogged for so long! Well my mom got sick right after me and had to go to the hostpital and i have just been so busy with friends and school!! My mom is back home again..Thank God for that!! so yea thats why i am sorry my lack of followers for not posting that much lately.

I am torn between 3 different guys at the moment we will call them Cale, Brett and Gary (lame name i know!) Kay so cale is in grade 12 so cant go there welli can ut i dont think he would like me at the moment but im starting to really like him. Brett i am very confused about he might like me he might not im not sure :( And gary i dont know very well but i think he might kindais like me i hope he does caus i also like him..ish! Oh man is all i have to say! That is the short story!

Well i better sleep now i will post tomorrow! :D :D :D

Sad songs

2010-04-28T22:38:00.002-06:00

I am so sleepy i should not have messed up my sleeping patterns...It sucks. Nothing exciting happend today that anyone would really care about...i keep trying to think but there is nothing so i am just gonna say g'night bloggers and my followers (which are currently 0) So my lack of followers g'night.. Oh man i talk way too much well and blog :P

Oh yes and incase anyone is wondering i worked out the boy situation i know exactly how i feel. It is good. I am just gonna let the chips fall where they may!

Oh so i had to come up with this amazing slogan for anti bullying (sad that they still make us do this at our age) and mine was "Bullying is lame...so don't play the game!" Pretty cool eh? ill just leave you with that to think about!

Me and life have a love/hate relationship..

2010-04-27T17:12:00.001-06:00

So I am finally back at school!! I am pretty sure if i was sick any longer i would have gone into some sort of depression.. but that is a story for some other day..

So yesterday was the best day i have had in like 5 months!!! After spending all of sunday working onm this lame health project that was due yesterday i am proud to say i wasted 7 hours of my life working on it..but i got it done!! That was pretty much yesterday like 30 people ran up to me telling me how much they missed me!!!

Ahhhh there is this really creepy boy at my school and he is always staring at me... yesterday i was in the science lab at lunch catching up on missed work and i was in the front row and he was with this girl who is in my class (he is in the class right after me) and i look up from my telescope and he is staring right at me! And then today i was walking to science he was walking to math or wherever and he did it again and then again when i was leaving science... Idk its kinda creepy since he never talks to me...It is just strange!

Oh yeah and also i am positive i failed my math test today! Like i mean i have not done math in 4 weeks and she expects me to ace a math test...I think not! It sucks though cause math is one of my best subjects! Ah That part of life stinks. Also my mom is sick so it looks like it is going to be takeout for the next week...BLUH!!!! Thats all i have to say. I am so sick of take out.. For the past week that has been our life.. the thing is i can cook i just have no time (getting caught up on school and all)! And we have no food in our house and i dont think my mom is going to the store anytime soon so.....BLAH! Oh yeah ane i have to see the guy i maybe think like tomorrow. UGH i am so confused about my feelings right now it would just be easier if guys did not exsist (except that would suck alot!) I wish i could make up my mind!

Well i get to fail an english test tomorrow...yay...Oh yeah that reminds me i was put in a group today with only one person who understood my sense of humor and sarcasm all the rest were like oooo lets just be serious and annoy macaela so much cause she does not deserve to be happy! People suck! sometimes.

My day was just made!

2010-04-24T22:06:00.000-06:00

Ahhhhhh I am having the best day i have had in the longest time!!!!! :):):)
First I got almost all my homework done!!!! I have like a littile more i have to do tonight before bed! So that means all i have to do tomorrow is my project which i might be able to get an extension on due to being sick third i found out that the test i missed a couple weeks ago form illness i can do that sometime this week so i wont end up getting a 0 on it and I actually got out today! AND I AM GOING TO YC WITH THE MOST AMAZING PERSON IN THE WORLD!!!! (no it is not a boy) This has been such a great day!!!! SO therefore i have the best video for you ever!

Okay so guys if you have visited this blog. PLEASE listen closley!!! MEMORIZE THIS SONG!!! my personal favorite line is "if you're a man who does not wanna get killed with a knife" :) I know this post should be more exciting for your case but its not and for that i am truley sorry! But it is A good day and a good post for me i promise i will have something better for tomorrow!! :)
PEACE!

A little laugh for the day.

2010-04-23T21:23:00.000-06:00

Kay so i forgot to post a video with my post cause i am all technical and can do that now :) so here it is i love this video!!! It makes me laugh every time

Ah, the questions of life :)

2010-04-23T21:05:00.000-06:00

I am in a very happy mood I have absolutly no idea why. I am still sick and life still sucks.. Maybe it is the joy of the Lord in me as...well..everyone would always say! Plus i have like tons of homework i have to get caught up on...so i dont know why im so happy.. Well I also love my blog! Writing posts on it is one of the best parts of my day cause you never know whose day you made or who can sympathize with you!

So....Ready for my big question of the day..... Okay Coke or Pepsi? OoO A tough one i know!! I am sory Pepsi lovers but i am gonna have to go with Coke.. Just something about that red can gets me!! And if you are a Coke drinker you dont mind the stuff inside ;) I was also raised on Coke (kinda) My mom is a Pepsi drinker but my Grandpa has always been a Coke drinker and i kinda take after my Grandpa..I don't know i guess it's in my blood!

Today I really should work on homework but the truth is i do not want to...I am hoping my friends will help me get caught up with school but one of them has not gotten back to me. i am thinking tomorrow i will work on my big health project that i have not started yet due on Monday to being sick.

You know what i love about having a blog.. it is almost all i think about! I fall asleep dreaming about my blog not my problems!!! It is great!! Is that unhealthy? Well if it is i will get help eventually not now i like my blog too much! My blog and Jesus thats all i need! :D

So the question of life Coke or Pepsi?

Pants on the ground

2010-04-22T11:03:00.000-06:00

Okay so I know this might be old to you but i love it and in my mind it will never get old!! And if you are in the mood for a good laugh then this is the video to watch (i know i figured it out im so excited!!!!)

Rockin' Robin'

2010-04-21T22:32:00.000-06:00

Sooo I just had this GREAT post and with my screwed up life it deletad before i could save it!! Wow yay now i can write a whole new one oh joy! On top of that I'm a loser for having a blog... yeah i kinda told a friend tonight and i kinda got the reaction "BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH" Mhm great i def told the wrong person that one :/ Plus I'm sick and no one (except my mommy) seems to care one bit! the worst part is this is my second post today...Man being sick sucks!

Well i was thinking it was time to jazz up my blog with a pic or a video! Yeah but i dont really know how to do that sooo uh since im the only person who checks out my blog... well guess that is not gonna happen!

OoO my favorite subject lets talk BOYS!!!!!! Ah, I've liked a few. It all started with Cody from Prince Albert. We were 3 and we were in love. Then those 2 yr olds got in and wrecked it all. And then there was Zac. Ah, Zac. We were going to get married for sure. You know, he's a movie star now. Big bucks. He starred in Corner Gas. He's famous! Ha. And then, there was Ben. Not my christian friend Ben- super shy Ben. It was shocking when he actually spoke. And then... well, we can stop there. I don't know if I really handle rejection well - my mom says I do and says she is amazed at how well I rebound back. Guess I haven't found one really worth liking. But, if you know me you know im boy crazy and since we are moving in two months I am not gonna go for a boy at my school! There is no point! So i guess i am crush free and all together guy free! Thats okay i guess LETS JUST HOPE IT LASTS!!! I mean please it would be the worst to start liking a guy majorly right before we leave! Plus i am starting to belive there are no guys worthy enough out there! Are there any?

Another cinderella story! Just watched (more like listend)And i looooooovvvee it!!!! I have no clue why i just do maybe its because Jayne Lynch is my HERO at the moment (dont ask i dont even know why) Or maybe just cause im a big music nut and i saleena gomez is awesome! Idk it like one of those wonders in life like the all time classic "which came first the chicken or the egg" I vote the chicken i have no clue why but i do it just makes the most sense! UNLIKE MATH! Gosh don't even get me started on math makes sense cause it sooooo doesn't!!!

You can bet there will be another post tomorrow cause as i have mentioned before i am sick and have no life at the moment!! :D

1980

2010-04-21T11:47:00.000-06:00

So at the moment I am sick I think i mentioned that in my last post though. It really sucks and my mom told me that I am gonna be out for the rest of the week too. Great... Sad thing is I used to love being sick so I got to miss school. But truth is I miss it... Wow I never thought I would utter those words. Amazing. Well at least i am too sick to go to church there is way to much drama there. Yeah you would think "church..wow...drama..I don't believe it!" Well believe it cause there is drama and it sucks!

So this morning I watched Glee on the Global website!!!!! You might be wondering why I did not watch it last night like any other normal person. Well here is the short version of the story.. My Mom got mad at Sasktel and got Max disconnected. Which is fine with me cause i don't watch TV well except Glee. It was good but it could have been better. that is all I have to say!

I wonder what it would be like to live in the 1980s I think it would kinda suck. Lets face it shoulder Pads no one can work those. Sadly they were a very important fashion statement. They had to be in fashion at one point for people to find out NO ONE SHOULD EVER WEAR SHOULDER PADS!!!!!!!! I mean seriously they are so gross! Men are supposed to have broad shoulders not women. I really have no point in this except I HATE SHOULDER PADS! I wonder what it would be like to live in the 80s my Mom hated it but she does not like shoulder pads either. I hope. I kinda think it would suck. I guess the music was good I mean it is better then most of the music now. But the fashion and hairstyles. Ugh that would suck.

So in all this it leaves me with a question (or 3) for you my readers. Or lack there of.

-Soulder pads hot or not?
-Would you want to live in the 80s?
-GLEE!!!! What did you think?

Lucky you

2010-04-20T23:06:00.000-06:00

Okay so this is my first Blog... I bet you are more excited then..a sack of hammers! Sorry, I always wanted to use that line I guess in this case I used it way wrong. So I am starting blogging due to the fact that I am sick and have basically no life and at the moment I feel like I have no friends..lucky me eh? So blogging is going to be my new best friend!

I really dont care if people read what I have to say..Well I kinda do I know this blog is boring but I'm hoping I get a little more ineresting I bet this is putting you to sleep it is me.. sad eh? My own blog is so boring I dont wanna read it! That should be a sign!!! Wow I am lame. You are probably wondering if I am just gonna bash myself and the truth is probably. Do not ask why I dont even know! Whenever * do it people are always like "why do you do that?" And I honestly don't know it's not like I believe it. So why do it? Gee i wonder..

I have no clue how I decided I wanted to start blogging except that it was earlier today and I wrote like a ten page message on my friends fb wall (poor girl you are probably thinking oh yeah i agree) and then I was like Macaela you should look into blogging. So thats what I did! The sign up thingy said it would take 2 min's..yeah it kinda took me an hour. When I tell whoever I'm gonna tell tomorrow they will be like how is that possible and I will be like I dont know. Then they will ask "I wonder what goes on in your mind?"hence my blog name a glimpse inside macaela's mind Lucky you.

Just bear with me..my blogs will hopefully get better remember I'm new so please go easy on me! It is late so I will have a better blog tomorrow! I promise cause reading over this one is just sad! I'm not this boring! I hope! I'm like Matt off Brotherly Love! Wow that is sad maybe I get it from him! Oh goodness Matthew Lawrence is hot though have to admit it! Went way longer then I was supposed to! Have fun reading my first blog! Man that could be like a slogan!